Nobody here is holding you back. Nobody is watching and waiting for you to fail. To the contrary, I'm watching and waiting for you to stand up and grow up. You have the power to do so, but it will never happen so long as you continue to play the victim.
Who in your life is the peraon pushing you past your limits? And I'm not talking about your hobbies, alright, I'm talking about your life goals. I sit and watch you sink your time and your money into things that simply satisfy you for the moment, while I remember the goals you spouted years ago and have never accomplished. I watch you Internet-scream about the differwnce between blood family and "true" family but I've never seen you make steps toward really meaning that. As far as I can see, your hobbies are more important.
You don't get it. I WANT you to prove me wrong. Because I believe you are capable of being so much more than you are, bit you aren't doing anything about it. I firmly believe that everybody needs that person in their life who pushes them to be better than they are today. Who is that for you? I don't see them making that difference in your life.
You want Frozen quotes? Let it go, and don't hold it back anymore. I'm WAITING for you to do that, and I haven't seen it.